ok so school has begun and i have to say that it feels extremely odd to be here. exactly why it feels so strange i'm not sure. that said, it is definitely wonderful to see everyone.

i'm not sure if anyone is reading the new blog, but it has been nice to at least feel like i have a place to put some of my thoughts. for a long time i have been feeling like i really didn't have anywhere or anyone to share things with. which was sort of really empty.

i have a bit of homework to do tonight. nothing extreme by any means, so i will start on that in a minute. i just have a lot on my mind. i talked to my mom today and she didn't sound like herself and i asked her if something wass wrong and she said yes but didn't tell me what was going on. i'm just a little worried mainly because it's so hard to understand what a person is going through over the phone.

i'm missing my friends at home already. i feel sorta alone sometimes here, even though i have friends up here as well. and it's hard to get lost in work or anything so early in the game.

i didn't realize this was going to be such a heavy entry, but i guess i needed to express these feelings somehow. i'll post a lighter one tomorrow, i promise.

listening to: the peter malick group feat. norah jones - strange transmissions (dj strobe "sand under my havianas" bossa nova remix)