still teetering on crazy. i fell asleep around 6 last night and slept til 4 something this morning. and now i'm fairly awake, but what the hell do you do this early in the morning? i took a shower and ate some cereal, but it's still hella early. so i'm actually debating lying back down. how much sleep does a person need?! clearly not this much.

i want to get an early start today, because i have to finish/start (depending on your perspective) my art history paper. and i have class essentially from 11:25-2:30 and then have a counseling appointment in the afternoon. so that doesn't leave much time for a paper that has to be turned in by 6.

my heart just isn't in this at all. i actually feel weak and physically tired even thinking about these things. i'm so tired of my life being like this. i don't even know what else to write. it's hard to explain, but i'm feeling like nothing is a good move on my part at this time of day and this point. none of it is making any sense, and my mind is all over the place. really not a good look at all.

listening to: esthero - "dragonfly's outro"