i fucking hate managerial finance. i will be up all night doing this shit. and i'm not even completely sure i'm
doing it correctly. that's just the icing on the cake. it's just not
right that these kinds of problems even exist in the world. or if they
must, it just is not by any means acceptable that i am to do them.

i've surely said it before, but it could always bear repeating... kill my soul.